The long walk away from religion and religious thinking. (A personal opinion piece)

TW/CW: Discussion of religious trauma, cults, DV, coercive control, abuse.

Today, I’m going to discuss my experience of being raised into the Roman Catholic Church, how the culture of Catholicism shaped my life and cognitive processing in powerful ways and how that led to my eventual departure from religion and religious thinking. I use the terms victim/follower and abuser/leader interchangeably in the following entry. To be very clear, this is a personal opinion piece and a portion of my life experience; my story. It is not a criticism on anybody else’s choice to practice religion. The freedom to choose to practice religion or not, is a completely necessary human right and one I partly support. What I don’t support are the many abuses committed by people in the name of religion, but, that’s a blog of its’ own for another day. Let’s get into it.

Like many others, I was baptised at the vulnerable age of 8 months old. I, along with my younger brother were enrolled into a Catholic Primary School. I undertook my Holy Communion and Confirmation all before becoming a teenager. (All before my Pre Frontal Cortex was even close to fully developing.) For those who aren’t aware, these are ‘holy’ ceremonies whereupon one vows to live the life of a God-fearing, devout Roman Catholic. And vow, I did. We visited Church every Sunday morning. I sat still and listened, intently. I vividly recall weekly confession in a small room with the school’s ‘Father’, where I’d sleuth my mind, looking for things that I’d done wrong; ways in which I’d sinned, or misbehaved. Because of course, we’re ‘born sinners’. The hymns were hypnotic – this is where my indoctrination was the most powerful; with lyrics like “O Lord I Am Not Worthy” projected high above. Atop the projection, bright, white walls lead to a skylight on the ceiling, allowing light to beam through… from ‘heaven’.

One of the many doctrines reinforced in the Roman Catholic Church is that of the afterlife, or paradise. Some sins guarantee immediate casting to hell, after death. Some will score you a spot in purgatory, where you suffer punishment for an indefinite amount of time, before maybe redeeming yourself and earning a spot in heaven. We are chastised for completely normal biological and developmental processes such as masturbation or sexual thinking. We are discouraged to think critically, let alone question God’s motives or very existence. The very process of even thinking in a way that doubts God or strays away from his word will guarantee you a spot in hell, because the holy father is everywhere, you see, including inside your very own mind. Imagine my fear when I read about Darwin’s theory of Evolution! And what about the Dinosaurs? The Big Bang? Other religions? Atheism?!

I was a high achiever, book-smart, very well behaved, quiet and riddled with anxiety… One of my earliest memories in Primary School was thinking “Okay! What can I do to improve myself?” From as early as I can remember being, I held the belief that I was fundamentally flawed and unworthy. This continued into adolescence and early adulthood. It set the foundation for what would be a series of toxic familial, interpersonal and intimate relationships. Calm, emotionally-fulfilling and healthy relationships wouldn’t work. How could they? The blueprint for high-control groups, religious cults and other abusive relationships are structured so that the followers’ sense of unworthiness is fuel for the fire of the leaders’ sense of control. This is a pattern I’d continue to observe throughout my adult life, while dipping my toes into and back out of Agnostic Atheism.

Long after becoming a mother and survivor of numerous toxic relationships; I found myself practising New-Age Spirituality. Escaping my current reality and delving deep into the world of Twin-flames, Tarot Cards, Astrology and The Law of Attraction. Particularly with regard to Esther/Abraham Hicks teachings; I found myself spiralling into the vicious cycle of self-judgement, self-blame and unworthiness again until eventually, I found myself back into the pews of yet another Church, music of Worship intended to emotionally prime, tears streaming down my face, feeling defeated and thanking God for his grace in accepting my unworthy, impure self. That said, I am not unworthy, and I am not impure; so how did this happen? What brought me back to Theism and why was it so short-lived this time around?

The following Psychological theories and manipulation tactics are known to be at play, when vulnerable people are involved in high-control groups, religious and non-religious cults, and abusive relationships alike. I’ll be providing brief definitions, below:

Coercive control

A term coined by Sociologist Evan Stark in his exploration of non-physical types of domestic violence. Coercive control is defined as a pattern of behaviour which includes isolation, threats and intimidation, humiliation, monitoring and stalking, reinforcing gender roles, regulating a victim’s physical and financial autonomy, and gaslighting. It strips the victim of their liberty or freedom, and thus their sense of self and can be used in combination with physical abuse. To learn more about coercive control, check out Evan’s book here.

Gaslighting

The term’s origins stem from and is most clearly defined in this gem of a film, psychological Thriller Gaslight (1940), directed by Thorold Dickinson and featuring Anton Walbrook and Diana Wynyard. Gaslighting is a manipulation tactic whereby an abuser will distort their victim’s perception of reality by making purposeful changes in their environment and denying their actions. The abuser will then shift the blame onto their victim, claiming that they’re mental ill, or going insane. Gaslighting is predatory, cunning and can be incredibly unsettling. It is often used in combination with Trauma Bonds as a means to create dependence on the abuser/leader.

Cognitive Dissonance

A theory developed by Psychologist Leon Festinger, whereby two sets of beliefs oppose one another, creating psychological discomfort. Strong forces of dissonance, will create more pressure to reduce dissonance, as described in this APA article. Confirmation Bias and Cognitive Dissonance, as defined below, is often what occurs when victims/followers stay in these highly problematic groups/relationships.

Confirmation Bias

Cognitive Psychologist Peter Watson first described Confirmation Bias as the tendency to look for information to support our previously established beliefs, whilst ignoring information which may contradict said beliefs. It it well-known that Confirmation Bias plays a role in the reason that so many people believe in Tarot Card, Psychic and Astrological Chart readings and a key player in the CreateYourOwnReality concept a’ la Law of Attraction. Watch Telltale Atheist’s tribute to James Randi, who exposed numerous Charlatans, here.

Trauma Bonds

Dr. Patrick Carnes first coined and defines the term Trauma Bonding as an individual’s attachment to somebody or something that is hurtful to themselves. Trauma Bonded people seek out and attract other people who are untrustworthy, dangerous or unhealthy for them, whilst overlooking, keeping secrets and making excuses for the damage that’s being inflicted upon them. To learn more about the signs of Trauma Bonds and how to break free from them, check out Dr. Carnes videos here and read his book The Betrayal Bond.

In my experience, all of the aforementioned points (the final three in particular) played a part in my entering, re-entering and staying in toxic intimate and interpersonal relationships, including but not limited to the Church. My indoctrination into the Roman Catholic Church at such a tender and vulnerable age set the foundation – the stage – the blueprint, if you will. Fortunately, my increasing knowledge and awareness of Psychology and Sociology coupled with many years of intense Psychotherapy has enabled me to better observe the mechanisms at play in these high control groups, religious and non-religious cults and abusive relationships alike. With the intentional use of scripture, hypnotic chants, and repetitive prayer, these groups inflict feelings of unworthiness and dependence upon leaders into the followers’ set of beliefs. The unworthiness bleeds out into the rest of their world and colours how they relate to themselves and other people. It’s unhealthy and severely damaging, as it’s driven by fear. Though there are solutions.

What that’s looked like for me, is going through the grieving process, enforcing healthy boundaries and discovering and nourishing my sense of self-worth. It looks like brief and regular moments of cultivating inner peace and stillness, using manageable amounts of spiritual practice which is grounded in reality and not on worshipping an Omnipresent being. It looks like giving myself a hug, reparenting my inner child. Holding myself accountable, when I need to. Apologising, when I need to. Taking the space and time that I need to, when I need to. It looks like checking in with my emotional barometer and trusting myself. The journey of healing from something like this is not linear and grief hits us not by our convenience, but, by its’ own.

Knowledge is power. Knowledge is liberation.

Featured image by Anuja Mary Tilj

Parenting with mental illness. Top 3 essentials to weather the storm.

Yesterday marked six full years since birthing my first and only child.

Birthing did not go as planned.

Conception not as planned.

Life over the years has not gone as planned.

However, the experience and lessons learned have been more beneficial and enriching than I could have ever planned for.

I live with the symptoms from Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Depressive Disorder, as defined by the DSM-5. And while I have decided not to go into too much detail about the illnesses themselves, I’d like to reflect on parenting whilst managing my mental health.

Before I continue, I’d like to remind you that I’m reflecting on my personal experience as a sole parent. This article should not be used as an alternative to the mental health services that you may need at this time. If you’re in urgent need, please stop reading and seek medical attention immediately.

Parenting without mental illness still requires us to be ON all of the time. Most especially during the early years. This means sleep depravation, and dysregulation of many sorts.

Parenting with mental illness means our emotional and cognitive thresholds are shorter than usual, as our nervous system is dysregulated. Our internal panic button has been smashed and we’re operating, regardless. So, as some of you might likely assume, my first tip for parenting with mental illness is;

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  1. Amp up the self care in as many areas as possible.
  • Find yourself a good support network. Ask for help and accept the help offered to you.
  • Drink water, eat regular meals and try your very best to sleep as much as physically possible.
  • Get outdoors and ground yourself at least once a day.
  • Set boundaries; whatever that looks like to you. “No, I’m not taking visitors today” (adjust accordingly).
  • Remind yourself of what felt good before kids – your favourite book, film or TV show and carve the time out to enjoy those again. If you don’t have time; revisit bullet-point one.

In the midst of an anxious or depressive episode, our feelings can become so overwhelming. It’s important to ensure we’ve got a good set of coping techniques and an action plan in place. With that said, my second tip is:

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2. Get yourself a good therapist; they’re trained to help you through this!

You don’t need to know all of the answers, or exactly how you’re going to get through this. Just like surgeons study and train for years to perform life-saving surgery, Counsellors, Psychologists and Psychotherapists have trained for years for this very reason; to help you through this particularly painful and challenging part of your life. Doing your research and pairing with the appropriate and relevant mental health professional can help you in the following ways:

  • By providing you with a safe space to vent your frustration in. A good therapist offers unbiased understanding and validation of your feelings.
  • By helping you to understand how current environmental factors apply to your thoughts, feelings, and behaviours.
  • By providing you with practicable techniques to cope with your emotional and cognitive processing. A good therapist will help you gain clarity and teach you to apply evidence-based techniques during your time of need.

Realistically speaking, parenting in the early years can be difficult. It’s messy, stressful and our boundaries and patience can be pushed to their limits. My third and final tip applies to a time where our children are able to really perceive and observe our behaviour and a time where we’ve adjusted and settled into our recent life event.

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3. Work on acceptance, get realistic, be honest and play.

This is not to be mistaken for defeat and we should try our best to avoid becoming nihilistic. Coming to a point where we accept that our mind and body is struggling under current circumstances can be the catalyst for change that we’re so in need of. In my view, “allowing the dust to settle” and viewing my current state of being in a realistic manner is sobering, yet necessary. Doing away with the pressure of what’s expected of me by my social circle or society at large can be empowering and rather freeing. When I rest in the knowledge that my relationship with myself and my relationship with my child is taking priority right now, I’m better able to bring about a sense of calm, safety, wellness and confidence in my abilities as a parent. This only strengthens the bond in our relationship, because children are naturally very sensitive to the emotions of their caregivers.

The kind of honesty I’m referring to here is honesty with accountability, as it relates specifically to admitting we’re having a hard time or crying in front of our children, while maintaining accountability for our behaviour. Normalising crying is important, as it models the healthy expression of emotion. Maintaining accountability is important, as it prevents children’s tendency to develop self-blame as a pattern of their conditioning. This might sound like “Mummy/Daddy is having a hard time right now and it isn’t your fault. I’m feeling really sad (or nervous) but I’m going to help myself and get through this”.

Lastly, I mention play as an essential element to parenting with mental illness. Play is medicine. It’s education. It’s connection. Play is communication where words fail us. And if we’re wanting to create healthy neural pathways in ourselves and our children, respectively. We need to keep playing.

These three essentials have helped me to live through mental illness in my six years as a parent. While I acknowledge that one size never fits all, I hope you’ve found something useful from this article. Below, I will list some Australian Mental Health resources as well as parenting resources. And as always, I wish you healing – With Gratitude x

https://raisingchildren.net.au/

https://www.beyondblue.org.au/

https://www.panda.org.au/

Featured image by Aswin.

Time to worry? Time to journal.

Developing an effective journal practice.

  •  Schedule your worries!

Literally, or metaphorically! “Put a pin in it” or write it on a sticky note. A key to sharpening your Emotional Intellect is having control over your thoughts; not allowing them to consume you and set the tone for the day, week, year (or the rest of your life!) When you find your intrusive thoughts whisking you away, grab a pen and paper, jot it down and stick it on a “worry board”. You might like to get creative with this.

If that doesn’t sound appealing and you’d rather do this metaphorically; visualize your mind storing your problem in the short-term memory bank/box/shelf. Choose a time to attend to these worries. Get realistic. Would you benefit from worrying once a week? Once a day? Get ready to pick it up and lay it out for the next step…

  •  Worry!

You read correctly! On your chosen time/day; worry! Grab a dedicated journal and unpack your worries, all of them! Make this as theatrical, tidy, ordered or disordered as you see fit. Get it out!

  •  Solve Your Problems!

List solutions to each and every problem. Your solutions may range from realistic to absurd. List it all! Choose one solution; the one that makes the most sense. The one that is most viable. Put your solution into action.

  •  Let It Go.

Just like Elsa (yes… yes, I did just quote ‘Frozen’). Close your journal. Put it away for next time. (Note: If you’re worried about confidentiality, practice your journal writing on a tablet/phone/public computer and delete it when you’re done – it’ll have the same impact) I like to use this opportunity to practice some Ho’oponopono[1] (I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.)

Image © Daniela D.L. Spiteri 2020
  •   Be grateful.

Now, this isn’t the “You should be grateful for what you’ve got” index finger pointed at you; no. This is the “You’re allowed to be grateful for all that you’ve got” with a comforting hand on your shoulder.

Find or purchase a beautiful journal that lights you up when you see it. (The gorgeous red journal with a pretty imprint at the beginning of this article was gifted to me by a dear older cousin who lives on the other side of the world. I cherish it. This is my gratitude journal and I use it every week, sometimes every day)

Make a list of everything you’re grateful for today. Look around you, look within you. Look where you need to. There’s always something to be grateful for. If you can’t find something; look harder.

As you deepen your practice, you’ll find that your focus shifts. You’ll find that you’ve got more to be grateful for and less to worry about. You’ll find diamonds in the rough.

BONUS TIP:

Personalise your experience! Decorate your journals. Burn incense. Light a scented candle. (Safely!) Draw your worries with oil pastels. Make this as theoretical or as practical as you like. Your agency is of your choosing and choice plays a massive role in this practice.

NOTE: This practice is not intended to replace Psychological or Psychotherapeutic work. Consider whether this activity is right for you. Practice your best judgement, always. If something sensitive is triggered, please seek help from a relevant professional. If you are currently seeking help for a pre-existing mental health condition, feel free to discuss this with them and seek their advice beforehand.


[1] https://hooponoponoaustralia.com.au

Want to meditate with me? At the end of each online session with me, you’ll get a journal prompt to take with you into the weekend. Register here.

Meditation and Mental Wellbeing (Development and Maintenance)

I read somewhere on “the socials” this week that 2021 is just 2020 with a cute, new haircut… and while it’s not Jung, Confucius, or Thích Nhất Hạnh, it’s relevant and profound. Why don’t most New Years Resolution’s last throughout the year? Why do we impulsively sign up to that expensive Gym Membership with grand plans of changing our lifestyle in a heartbeat? Why are “bad” habits so hard to break? And how can we develop and maintain a Mental Wellness routine with longevity in mind? In this article, I’ll be discussing just that.

As an introvert and empath, I’ve always struggled around this time of year. Constant social interaction over Christmas and the New Year. In my circle, everyone’s birthday seems to fall in between late December and early Jan! Packed shopping centres with people flooding to purchase the newest gadgets and the latest sneakers; it’s a marathon! Suddenly, I find myself taking on other people’s nervous energy as well as my own and when did I suddenly stop my self-care routine and find this sudden urge to keep up with the Kardashians/Jones’s/whatever’s? After the holiday mayhem passed, I collected and compartmentalised my thoughts, and this is what I found. (Note: extroverts read on; this applies to you too!)

Big sudden changes don’t work! Avoid making them!

The brain is a muscle, just like your abs. If you go hard and try to workout like a machine on Week 1, you’re going to find yourself in a load of pain and burnt out before you’re able to actually enjoy the progress you’re making on your wellbeing journey. Small, incremental steps are best when it comes to developing any routine. Instead of planning a regime of hour long, daily meditation sessions, begin with 5 minutes when you wake and before you sleep. Then, gradually build on that when you know you’re ready to. So let’s talk development and maintenance. Where do we begin?

Get creative! This routine is of your creation!

Dedicating a personal space in my home has been one of the best things I’ve done to contribute to a more effective Meditation routine. I’m lucky enough now to be able to dedicate an entire room to this space but when I began, it was in a small corner of my bedroom; and it was a game-changer! A space filled with lush fabric, oracle decks, crystals, candles, incense and feel good books. Another option is a quiet space outdoors, amongst a garden and tranquil scenery. I added a personal flourish to my self-care routine and I truly encourage you to do the same. Where energy goes, results flow!

Experiment! One style doesn’t fit all.

All styles aim to elicit a meditative state; where we’re focused and calm, our emotions are under control and we’re consciously aware of our actions and reactions. That said, what works for one person may not work as well for another. This is because we’re unique and our learning styles all vary. Where one may learn kinaesthetically (by doing) another may learn by watching and another by listening; or varying degrees of all three. There are many common misconceptions about what meditation is, so seek to play and you shall find.

What happens if you just can’t get into it or you “fall off the horse”?

You jump back on, of course! Incorporating consciously aware, mindful moments into your daily life is a wonderful way to normalise healthier habits – until it becomes so ingrained that a meditative state just becomes a part of you. Except for when you’re operating machinery, that is!

Where and how can we begin to practice these ‘mindful moments’?
1) In our interpersonal relationships and our relationship with self.
When our nervous systems aren’t regulated, our relationships tend to be more strained than usual. This might look something like this:
– Moodiness and ‘snapping’ easily
– A shorter tolerance to challenging situations
– Taking things personally
– Thinking negatively
– Feeling as if everything that could go wrong, does go wrong
It’s very helpful to Practice the Pause. That is, pausing before we yell, or project our negative emotions onto others or deeper into ourselves. We can do this by moving into four long seconds of deep belly breathing. This simple act of deep breathing sends an immediate message to our Parasympathetic Nervous system which then works with our Sympathetic Nervous system to communicate messages of safety and relaxation throughout. Please see my blog for a basic understanding of the Stress response, here https://danieladlspiteri.com.au/2020/12/15/stress-cause-effect-and-clarity-a-mindbody-approach/ Practicing the Pause in challenging interpersonal situations is beneficial to both ourselves and others.

2) Tune in and listen to your body’s needs. Regularly checking our Emotional Barometer is a powerfully helpful technique in really getting to know and regulate our nervous system. You might like to do this by simply asking “How am I feeling?” regularly throughout the day, keeping a diary/journal handy or using a scaling system. If we find our emotions are in “the red zone”, then we know we need to ground and regulate. Meditating is the best way to do this, however if that seems too overwhelming, here are some simple things we can do more of, until the idea of meditating seems doable:
– Work with The Vagus Nerve to elicit a sense of safety by taking cold showers, or merely splashing cold water on our face.
– Singing and dancing. Working somatically – moving nervous energy out of our system is incredibly useful!
– Box breathing. To learn about this technique, click here – https://www.facebook.com/danieladeniselouise/posts/619925428693067
– Getting out of our heads and into nature. Get barefoot and get grounded.

And finally, be kind to and forgiving of yourself! Mental conditioning isn’t easy to break free from.

Mental Conditioning is a form of belief’s which have been instilled into us from birth and form the first part of our lives. For a majority of us, this system of belief’s was far from positive and may have contributed to a great deal of our perceived suffering. However, our caregivers did their best and considering you’re awake to this fact, your wellness is of your creation. Your wellness is of your choosing! Holding on to feelings of guilt for dropping off schedule isn’t benefiting you or those around you. Find peace in the fact that this is a process. We fall. We rise. We learn.

Yours in wellness and empowerment,

Daniela x

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To book a class, visit here – https://www.trybooking.com/BNVVB Please note that I am not a trained medical professional and as it stands I do not work with complex, unhealed trauma, but I am happy to direct you to seek a referral.

Back On Track Healing Services would like to acknowledge the Wurundjeri people who are the Traditional Custodians of this land (Kulin Nation) and thus pay their deepest respects.

Stress: Cause, effect and clarity. (A Mind+Body Approach)

Fairly modern studies in Neuroscience suggest a definitive link between chronic stress and chronic disease. Here is what we know: Contained in the body’s autonomic nervous system (which is responsible for regulating the body’s unconscious actions) are the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems.

The sympathetic nervous system is activated and “online” when engaged in the fight-or-flight response (otherwise known as the stress or survival response). When all perceived threats diminish, the parasympathetic nervous system is then activated and elicits the relaxation response (otherwise known as Homeostasis). It is worthy to note that this is the body’s natural response to threat. However, it is well known that when fight-or-flight is engaged for too long and the body remains under chronic stress, an overwhelming amount of stress hormones such as Cortisol begin to wreak havoc in the body, resulting in a long list of unpleasant occurrences.

Complimentary to this knowledge, Psychoneuroimmunology (otherwise known as psychoendoneuroimmunology or psychoendocrinoneuroimmunology), which studies the relationship between the immune system and the central nervous system, shows an outstanding amount of cases wherein illness begins to develop as a result of chronic stress. (Please see Dr. Gabor Maté’s “When The Body Says No” for an in-depth analysis of said case studies: https://drgabormate.com)

This week, I hosted a webinar discussing these topics and how we can begin to elicit the relaxation response in today’s busy lifestyle. To listen in and try the relaxation exercise I facilitate, click on the link below:

Stress: Cause, effect and clarity. A Mind+Body Approach.

Be well, DDL xx

Welcome! Let’s kick off by discussing what to do when healing seems too overwhelming!

Welcome to Back On Track Healing Services. My name is Daniela D.L. Spiteri and I envision a world where everybody, no matter their gender, race or socioeconomic status can access their innate healing abilities. Currently, I’m working towards this goal by offering regular Meditation sessions, hosting informative speaking events/webinars and facilitating support groups and the following courses;

  • Basic Meditation
  • Meditation & Self Development
  • Teenage Meditation
  • Seniors Discovery
  • Stress Management (for families or in the workplace)

(I will continue to offer scholarship spots in the above courses for those who genuinely need it)

My dream is to expand my small business to a large organisation which provides affordable and genuine support for those wishing to access natural therapies which improve and deepen ones quality of life.

Everyone gets knocked off track sometimes. Whether it be due to chronic illness, addiction, toxic relationships with partners, colleagues or family & friends; we all deserve a helping hand to nudge us back on track.

With that said, where do we begin? We’ve been ‘through the wringer’. We’ve experienced deep pain (emotional and/or physical) and we know we need to make a change. The coping mechanisms we used to rely on have outgrown us but handling the ‘baggage’ feels a bit too heavy for us to bare right now… and it is – if we carry it alone. This is when we need to go back to basics, and here’s how;-

  1. Reach out for help. Many studies have suggested that as we’re social creatures, validation and support from our social group is imperative for us to thrive in life. However in some cases, our conditioning (a system of beliefs we took upon ourselves to adopt unconsciously as children, under the influence of our main care givers) can often result in us believing that we’re unworthy for help and in many situations this is why some may find it near impossible to reach out to their loved ones or trained mental health professionals. In other situations, there may not be a group of trustworthy people to reach out to. If either of theses are the case… and it’s too hard still;
  2. Find opportunities to connect with people in environments which you know will contribute to your well-being. You may find these people in the following places: Gyms, Community Centres, Youth Groups, Parent groups, Playgroups, some Churches or faith groups, Sports clubs… and if that’s not yet possible;
  3. Use the natural world to help ground you! When endless negative thought patterns seem to stir in your head, dropping back into your body and the world around you is a simple yet effective tool. Take off your shoes and step onto the ground. This could be anywhere; the beach, the park, or your own backyard! Bring your attention to the soles of your feet. How do they feel? As your feet find their balance on the ground beneath, how do you feel knowing that the ground is here to support you? Find subtle moments to connect with the natural world as you sway gently, with ease. Soften your joints – ankles, knees, hips, shoulders and neck. Then bring your attention to what you see. Look around, with ease. This is where you are. Here, in this moment. From out of your head and into the natural world around you. Take a moment to appreciate what you see. As you sway gently, so too do the leaves which hang from the branches of the trees. Take a moment to consider which natural element supports the leaves to sway, gently. Now you can bring your attention to your other senses. What do you smell? Home-cooking from a house nearby? The scent of a freshly mowed lawn? The sea-breeze? Consider the process of nature making it’s way into your experience. What can you hear? The song of birds? Splashing waves? Children playing?

    Allow yourself to drop in and out of your sense perception and consider your part in the natural world. Remember that you, too go through the motions, for you are a part of the ebb & flow of the natural world. You belong and you’re precisely where you need to be.

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Be well,

DDL x